Things have gotten way worse I am afraid, I feel like I can't recognize myself anymore and that there's something I'm missing in myself, I've been trying so hard to remember but I was unable to remember anything on my own, but that was when I went to my Memory Machine for help and it began to speak to me as if it were a God answering the calls of despairs by their followers and it told me "Are you truly happy with how everything is going?"
I wasn't sure, I was standing there in shock and silence. Before I could answer back, the machine said "Do you want things to keep going the way they are now?"
That's when it made me relieve some of the horrible things I heard while I was here that I had forced myself to forget, and all the childhood friends that I had been forced to lose by my family... I don't want to lose anyone else, the mayor is all I have right now, I don't want to be alone again.
That was when I remembered an important object that's at the very top of this tower, an object that was planted here when the aliens arrived here thousands of generations ago that not only controlled how all the other aliens acted and kept them all in line and in their respective cities, but could also control their thoughts, wants, likes and dislikes, all with a few easy button presses...
If I can combine that machine with my own... Then I would truly become a god at that point... Not even this advanced alien race could stop me.
I know what I must do now.
~ Citrine